Seek for the voice of Jennifer/Mersey's heart

Human's thinking is complicated as well.
Sometimes they could be your soul mates
yet
you might be just a piece a of junk as for them in a sudden.
Eventually you'll get nothing
instead of everything.
DESPERATE?
Nah,it's not the word yet.

She thought that she already has her so-called 'friends'.
They will be right beside her when she's lost.
Nevertheless,
not all of the time?

Perhaps,
they did hurt her
though they might be just kidding.
Who knows right?

She's getting sick of pretending.
Pretended that she has hear nothing;
Pretended that she's care-free;
Pretended that she's strong.

Who would ever care her?
In fact,she's just an extra-one.

She's a sensitive person.
How much she can hold on crying in her heart,
I really DON'T KNOW.

Pathetic,is what she is right now.
Nobody likes her?
Or she is just simply not worthy to be a friend?

She's a busy-body person;
She could be annoying,
Thus maybe bit of weird.

However,she really treasure her friends.
I know,

because I'm sense of it.
♥