Brand new year.Brand new life?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

I guess that's what the whole world shouted out loud during new year eve,isn't it? Well,been Gurney with Hui Min with some random friends at that day.Unfortunately,Ka Ming had to left early because of his grounded thingy *sad*. Somehow on that day,Gurney was seriously very very different than last new year eve,it was not filled with many crowds and even though not-that-wild-at-all.I guess most of the people been Queens . Quite bored actually and a bit regret that dint go to Queens.




Chilled at Winter Warmer.Saw Nicole and greeted her,of course, but dint see Bern.*Sad*




Result of over-too-bored.




Kaka!!




Checked out the new wing's new toilet and so went there vain vain a bit.*Heh*




Went Mega and played pool a while.Why actually,they supposed to teach me how to play it,end up Larry and his friend rampas it.




Proceed to Gurney Drive for little snack.And that's Hui Min in her fancy shirt.*Winks winks*




My snack and I'm so loving it!







The damn sexy sexayy mama.* =X + >< *




Got nothing to do and caught it.





After movie with Hui Min,Kevin,Tiong Eng and a friend of theirs,went to SubWay for supper.Their sandwiches was totally awesome alright!Really proud to recommend it to everyone. Anyway,it was fifteen minutes left for 2009 years after our yummy supper, a girl like me of course bugging around all the way back to Gurney for countdown because the fact is,Gurney Hotel is located quite far away from Gurney as well.*Tee-hee* The countdown was not bad,quite rock. Got sprayed by some siao kias and shocked while Malcolm and his dudes got caught by RELAs maybe because fooled with sprays inside Gurney Plaza area. They were so f*cking strict okay.




Get what I mean? It looked so empty than usual.




Our ready-to-be-served-Subway-sandwiches.




5..4..3..2..1......HAPPY NEW YEAR!!











Hui Min is so going to kill me that I uploaded this,but its our very first picture of the year!*Scream*







After wards,headed Coffee Island to meet up Hui Ying and Danny. Reached and there was a whole big gang like Thye,Clara,Yee Sum,Mahek and blaaa with them too.*LMAO* And obviously,they drank a lot.Dropped Danny at NetCity then Hui Ying drove us home and there was when she said,'Fasten you guys' seat belt,back passengers!' *LAUGH-OUT-LOUD*

Had a quite fun night,though.*Lol*

Wish everyone has a fabulous 2009,zodiac of COW years!!

-THE END-

xoxo.

This is the 3rd times,

or it isn't?

Is it over?

Or yes it did?

Everything seem to be so easy,

but all of them are so complicated for me.

I don't understand why it did happen,

just hoping and praying somebody will tell me the answer.

They already warned me,

but yes,

I'm stubborn.

So what?

You don't understand me;

neither are them;

Well,nobody will understand me.

They said everything is not over yet,

how about I could begin a brand new life?

But that's risky for me,

its hard,

and very.

Deep inside my heart,

the wound already been too deep.

I'm not as strong as they think.

They tried to awake me

but me,

myself want to stay asleep,

suffer from a very very pain dream.

Does time heals everything?

Does alcohol make me forget everything?

I thought,

I think,

its just either useless or temporarily.

I'll die,

die silently without knowing the answer from my love

I guess I'm just a loner,

like I always been.

Is it over?

I hope it doesn't

I need you badly...

Family Night

28 December 2008

Its Sunday ,which is the day I always hang out with family a.k.a. my family day.After woke up from my sweetie nap, followed my family for dinner.Well,I was obviously freaking blow at that moment. *Probably not enough rest cause of some f*cking reason which I hate to and not convenience to say it out* Anyway after arrived at Salsas, was quite surprised that there was not many customers.*Good for us* Somehow,I had pretty enjoyable dinner with family. *Love love and yumm yumm*

Appetizers

The salad.It has prawn,unagi,salmon,fruits and vege of course.Love it!

Pumpkin soup.


Mom's main course.

Grandma's.

Mine mine mine!

Didn't manage to capture dad's and bro's cause they were sitting quite far away from my place.*Heh*.And this is everyone fine and deeeelicious dessert.*Point out below..*

xoxo.

Its been 2 times failed,
now we have each,
as comfort.
Yet,
I'm fear.
Still fear of losing someone I care,
I like,
I love.
I hope you'll have the same feeling as mine.
I've seem to be uncontrollable.
Is it because of you?
I don't care,
moreover I didn't regret,
ever.
I wish we'll never be torn a part,
not again,
this time.
You,
some time will be there,
give me the sweet warmth-ness of yours,
and some time you're gone,
like the breezy wind flew by,
I really don't know how to express it,
this freaking feeling,
this drive-me-nuts-feeling,
in another words ,
everything is confused.
In my thought,
you may have gone for others.
Somehow for now,
I already taken u as my soul,
so every answer of mine is yes,
I do believe in you no matter what others say so .
I wish ,
I cry,
I lose control,
in every reason,
the answer is still YOU,
there's may when others start to LOL.
I moan,
I pray,
I desperate,
wishing you'll see how empty-ness am I of losing you.
Is fate concluded everything?
I still can't manage to answer it.
I can't survive without you,
like every single living thing needs air,
water,
food....
that's always will be my thought for you.

I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU.

A very touching song.

Sincerely dedicated to you <3

An odinary Saturday

27 December 2008

School is going to re-open very very soon *oh..oh..oh..*I know I know,I've been repeated it the second time since my last post yet I'm not excited about it,at all. It sucks okay.

Anyway, today I went to Queens with Hui Min. * Gurney is the best,still.Reason no.1 ,Queens is way too big.LMAO* Actually,we were just wandering around and window shopped the most. But I did buy a new cloth, again at FOREVER because just can't resist the 70% sales. Met up Kenny and accompany him a while *love love*

Afterwards,chilled at Old Town and how coincidentally saw Clary passed by. Of course,we chatted a while. There's a street dancing competition held at the main hall and so we went there and peeked some crews groovy move. Too bad we just managed to watch about 4 crews performances before we left because lack of time problem.

Surprising souvenirs from Hui Min !!<3


She just lend me yet I'm so so sooo happy about it!As you know,Eclipse is sort of out of stock in Penang .However,she got it from Singapore!!*Wow wow wow!THANKS HUI MIN ,MY DEARIE!*


Huge hat found at FOREVER 21!Hui min looked memang suite in it,seriously.Too bad can't snap a pic of her while she trying on it.


Oh-very-messy-knickers.*LAUGH-OUT-LOUD*


Vain a bit.*Heh. He said I wear like lala.Ish ish*


Our yummy yummy food at Old Town.But NWP's is better.


It was very traffic jam though it's a Saturday night along the way home. *Frustrated much,gah gahhh* Passed Coffee Island and saw a silver hair dude,probably Mahek then Hui Min bought a set of burger for her cousin at McD.
Finally,home sweet home.*Yawwn*

Spotted pretty lovely scenery .

-THE END-

xoxo.

Time did pass fast alright
In the flick , almost 2 months are going to pass by
Which means the school is going to re-open sooooon
Yet me,MANDY has to face PMR in the soon-to-come-year
Well,its obvious that this is the sad-est thing of my life
Even creep up my mind whenever I thought of it.

How horrible is that
*scream out loud*

Perhaps,I'm still in the holiday mood
How could I survive then

Anyway,wish everyone has a happy new year
And all the best to those who has the same PMR-case as mine

Woo~

Oh~

Sweet love Yeah
I didn't mean it

When I said I didn't love you so

I should have held on tight

I never should've let you go

I did nothing

I was stupid

I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever

Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be

Sitting here beside myself

Cos' I didn't know you

Cos' I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now

Now that I don't

Hear your voice

Or even touch or even kiss your lips

Cause I don't have a choice

What I wouldn't give

To have you lying by my side

Right here cos' baby

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please

(Cos' We belong together)

Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough

Who's gonna talk to me

Till the sun comes up

Who's gonna take your place

There ain't nobody else

(Oh baby baby)

We belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you're all on my mind

Bobby Womack's on the radio

Singing to me

'If you think you're lonely now'

Wait a minute

This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial

Trying to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you

And it's breaking my heart

I'm trying to keep it together

But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element

I'm throwing things

Crying
Trying to figure out

Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

Ain't even half of what

I'm feeling inside
I need you

Need you back in my life baby

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please

(Cos')

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough

Who's gonna talk to me

Till the sun comes up

Who's gonna take your place

There ain't nobody else

(Oh Baby baby)

We belong together baby

When you left
I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please

(Cos')

We belong together

Oh am I gonna lean on

When times get rough

Who's gonna talk to me

Till the sun comes up

There ain't nobody baby

(Oh Baby baby)

We belong together baby

We Belong Together

Mariah Carey

From me to you

kiss*

HO!HO!HO!MERRY CHRISTMAS

and happy new year ,folks!

Wish you guys have wonderful time

with your friends and family

during this such wonderful

and meaningful season.

p.s:Good luck at getting as much present as you could!

I've Been Fell Deep In LOVE On Ginas

Well,well,well,I've been like vanished thus dint expose to the world for 2 days 1 night becauseee guess what, I was at PENGHWA Kindergarten doing some sort of duty or day care thingy.They're having a so called D.I.Y. camp and it was participated by children who are 4-12 years old.It was quite fun,though.Love those cute cute cutie kidos.Moreover,they ain't shy at all* unlike me when I was small* and seriously damn manja,groovy yet naughty,obviously.The environment,the atmosphere,those kids reminded me memories of my sweetie childhood*awww,do missed it a lot!*
So here are some pictures that I ♥ but I apology for the blur-ness of it cause my phone is totally sark.

My station and the kids love it!*Proud*

Lunch time.They cooked it and washed dishes by themselves.Not bad huh?But having 5 meals a day was killing me.

Singing time!

Drama performed by other committees.

Beddy time.

Chubby!!

No doubt he's damn pretty!

My sayang ones and the vain ones.

He's very shy.

I LOVE them.

A memorable night.

Fashion show.I helped a lot alright.

I MISSED YOU GUYS!

DON'T EVER FORGET ME OKAY!*Tee-hee*

XOXO.

-THE END-